31 May 2014

31 May 2014


還沒到六月我就忍不住想寫一大推東西 lol
在新加坡沒什麼說話 就想寫寫寫

好想好好扮一扮拍些照啊啊啊 女生是這樣的LOH
差不多一個月沒見到家人 今天終於見到了 wooohooooo
我真的想爆了Bobo
 CHAO JI XIANG NA ZHONG
母親節也沒好好陪媽媽過 之後要好好補一補和父親節一起好好慶祝一番
還有大姐二姐的生日 我連禮物都還沒準備
給我一點時間 

五月的最後一天你們都在干些什麼勒
好感歎啊 時間真的過得快得我追不上了 一轉眼今年就要過21歲了
還好,我還有個目標。
我覺得人啊 真的要有目標 給自己個目標 真的就會覺得人生不一樣了

讀書 說真的 讀完這個我就 不 讀 了
HEN REN ZHEN!!!
有了些自己想要的計劃 都是在我讀完書之後
但是我的計劃不及上帝的計劃,凡是先向上帝求,謹記!

最近脾氣也糟透了 
我的同事也受了不少氣
每次回到家 我就很慚愧 不停問自己 為什麼妳要這樣!!!
聖經記載:“智慧人不輕易發怒”
我要成為討上帝喜悅的智慧人 所以我要學習

Good Night !


8 May 2014

Stay strong

#Throwback

我只想說:真的糟透了。
最近的狀況就只能用遭透了來形容。

如果你覺得我照片的黑眼圈很深,那現在的黑眼圈是超級深。*哭
同學都說怎麼我變得那麼憔悴 :'(
現在,做什麼都沒心情。
昨天我問我同學:你會不會每次到了考試,就覺得人生沒意義?
她回答我:不會。

那幾天我心情很不好,我幾乎一天可以哭上好幾次。
眼淚就像水龍頭這樣 lol
有一天晚上,我又想哭了,我哭著和姐說,我不知道為什麼,做什麼都想哭。
姐說:每個人都會有低潮期啊,我也會,我會打給媽咪。
那我也打給媽咪好了。

和媽咪聊了很久...
“不要活在魔鬼的謊言裡面,交託給上帝。”
有上帝真好,有家人真好。
POSITIVE POSITIVE!

每個人都會有軟弱的時候我相信。
但是上帝就是我們的力量! 
“只要信,這一切都必加給你們。”

考完試後,我再回來唄! 
June!









2 May 2014

好想和家人去马六甲找爸爸
还是或者就想这样和家人在一起
喜欢等爸爸放工之后 我们就一家人一起去吃晚餐
或者午餐时间去载爸爸一起吃饭 
或者晚上一起到处走一走

我真的很想
晚安

30 April 2014

30.04.14

Selfie anytime anywhere lol
Btw, behind of me is my cutie Waipo =)

Time flies, today is last day of April.
Sometimes I just can't believe I'm turning 21 years old this year.
感慨 huh
I hope I could be forever 18 , I don't really wanna be forever 21, 18 was better that 21  lol
Anyway, that's IMPOSSIBLE. OK . I KNOW.

Day by day, exam is coming to me.
Hopefully everything going well and smooth.
I'm quite stress as my study is under my company but it's without any contract.
Stress enough.......
Lucky I know God always be with me and he know what you agonizing.
Amen.

27 April 2014

...

A lil bit down Sunday

Why we study must have to exam?! Can someone tell me WHY!
Spent my Sunday with accounting business
ARGH
To be honest, I don't like study for SURE.
Just because I HAVE TO, people need improve maaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Some more part study part work is not that easy :(
Tired..Tired..Tireddd

Gonna go to sleep now
Good night 


PAPA

If you're one of my facebook friend or either one of my followers on instagram,
yea, I'm often post some status regarding my mum
or upload our photo and the caption was telling her I do miss her so much.

You will find that I'm rarely to talk about my dad maybe?
Doesn't mean I don't love him, I do love him so much.
So now I'm going to talk a lil bit about my daddy 

My dad consider is a cool man ? hmmm I think he is.
People always feel that he is just so serious with his solemn face lol
Daddy is the head in our family and ya he is definitely male chauvinist.
I still remember that my elder sis don't even to talk with him when she primary & secondary school. 
She don't dare lol
Most of time we talk with dad is " dad, where is mum? "
Aisehhhh This is not that good I know, but it's true.

But thanks God, everything was changed since my dad believed in Jesus.
Many years ago, dad was accepted Jesus as his saviour of his life.
You know, you just can't imagine, my dad changed, he changed a lot.
You know, I know, People will not be perfectly except God.
I'm just so happy when the 1st time my dad came to church with us, unbelievable..!!
Yea, Everything is done by God.

Today I pray with God, pray for my dad everything is going fine
as I know his's job didn't go so well and smooth.
When I'm praying, I got a feeling I wanna give him a call
and just be aware that I was never give him a call for a warm greeting before, never.
So sad, I cried.
I'm not a filial daughter.

I practiced how to start if I call him lol
" Papa, you know who I am? (Maybe he don't have my Sg num)
" Oh Papa, leave you work?"
"Papa, everything still alright ?"
Or maybe "Papa, had your dinner?"
Awwww
Just feel lil bit awkward or maybe this call shy? 
So I decided send him a text.

When I saw his replied, my heart cries out ...!!!
I was unexpectedly would got his reply within 2 mins.

Sorry for anything dad.
God love you 
We love you
I love you


26 April 2014

CHANGE


I've so many things to write here.
But exam coming soon, consider busy recently as I still need to work.
Sorry for that my blog without any fashion, scenery and so on.
All is about little things of my life and selfie lolll

I was finish watched the video which my church mate sent to me through fb msg.
After watched that,
I think I really need to have a fully change for myself ,as become a daughter who pleasing to God.
I want to thanks my Almighty God to let me have a chance to repent and come back to him.
I had share the link at my previous post.
You can choose to believe or don't.
For me, yes I'm definitely believe it.

He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him.
God heart is extremely aches that people did not recognize him.

Lord said :" your pains are my pains ; your suffering becomes my suffering."
Thanks Lord for love me, save me, protect me. Amen.



23 April 2014

Forgive me , my Almighty God.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWXkBBIaiVc

使徒行传 4: 12
除了祂以外,别无拯救,因为在天下人间,
没有赐下别的名,我们可以靠着得救。

21 April 2014

WHY

我不知道为什么
我部落格好像突然坏去了
所以,我把post都给弄看不见了。

=(